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[Feb. 17th, 2006|04:59 pm] |
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well im happy. Single again finally.... HAd a pep rally today... it went ok... ben kept staring at me like i was a piece of trash but oh well.... dance team.. AWSOME!!! finally get to get into track. I think after i lose some...blank.... Ill be ok. im thinking after track, softball season is here...not school ball... village league!!! thats all..... i think.... byez |
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| well... i acutally learned something..... |
[Jan. 3rd, 2006|06:50 pm] |
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imagine that.... i learned something for a change. thats like unreal.... but i guess i have to learn sometime. sitting and listening is how i learned most of what i know but not in a classroom. reading books let me get away from what i have learned to be a poison..... a way of murder to the soul. i learned a few days ago that you cant just walk up to someone and talk to them even if you know them.... its like a law that i never got informed of. i feel like depressed yet odly happy right now. its a feeling i feel most safe feeling. i havent slept in a long time peacfully. i have insomnia really bad right now and i have no way to solve my problem. and i cant talk to anyone i know about my problem cause when they start feeling sorry for me ill just feel like worse and just walk away....i am forced to face the second most death defi-ing problem i have faced so far in my life. but ill deal... just like a i always do... to keep my self sane i read books... to let myself know im still real i.... try to hang out with people who i think are friends..... oh yea... MUAHS! :# |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|12:25 pm] |
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they cancleed my game because of snow?!? how dare they. a little cold never hurt anyone. oh well at least that gives my legs more time to heal up from tuesdays game. i almost got in another fight at st. bernard but oh well. it would have been fun becasue i lost! it sucks. but i will beat them next time.grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
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[Dec. 13th, 2005|02:07 pm] |
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today was incentive and my first b-ball game of the year! i have no idea if if i will make it outa saint bernard in one piece or with out someones blood on my jersey. last year i got in a fight with them outside of a bus over a snowball fight. all i knows is that i will not quit until i either A) die or B) fall over and then die. but i know we will D-O-M-I-N-A-T-E DOMINATE!!! both a and b no matter which one plays or who is on which tema first. we beat them 4 times last year and i intend to keep going with the record. the LADY VIKES ROCK!!! |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|02:09 am] |
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Its early morning on a friday night and NO ONE is on to talk too. I am soooooooooooooo bored but not bored enough to fall asleep. i need someone to talk to but it can wait i guess. no one is online that i can trust enough so wat eva. but i am in kinda a good mood i guess wat eva that is. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2005|12:48 am] |
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sometimes i think i do everything wrong to someone people and to others i do no wrong. tonyte i was thinking and lookat all my sites i have and i said to my self the person who has always been high up in my book i have gone to their last. i am thinking about all the ppl who are mad at me i have been praying and cryign trying to fig out how to fix the prob yet i dont know if i even want to fix it.
peace&god blez
crip
P.S. all we can do for mercy and answers is pray to god and read his word. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2005|11:16 am] |
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NO SCHOOL!!! ok to get off hyper mode i love turkey day!(thanksgiving)Its a time for over eating and meery greeting from relitaves u dont know!(or maybe thats christmas) who knows! oh well i should just be thankful for everyday i get from gods mercy.
peace&god blez
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| noooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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i have to pratice during christmas break! again i say nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!00000000000000000000000000000000000000000!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
We only have two more school days left before thanksgiving which is a time for over eating(MORE than X-Mas). I will ove sleeping in and getting a brake from b-ball for a couple of days. I wante to past that i have a myspace if anyone has it that i dont have ur name my sn well my page is www.myspace.com/sax_playa_1213 and i also have a group the page address is www.myspace.com/bodypiercingsavedourlives no its not as piercing group it is a christian group and if u look at the group pictures u will see why i called it that |
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